Wednesday, September 26, 2007

of accents and ivy


I navigate the throngs of khaki shorts and long boards slightly jaded, really faded. The quad is tremendous and green and open, footballs are tossed, books are glanced at. My new girlfriend is somewhere around but I won’t talk to her, not in my sobriety at least. These aren’t sordid hipsters brimming with breakthrough like I had fantasized; trust fund princesses from a few provinces over turn the quaint city into a new playground, the kids kicked out of the sandbox filled with visible resentment.

Back to Howe Hall, back to the squalor six flights of stairs up. Lungs soothed from a recent Belmont, one of twenty-five reprieves I pay eleven ninety-five for. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday two cops are placed outside the home I share with nine hundred others. The princesses slur and pose for pictures while the officer soon to be tagged as “cute cop” grins.

There are days where I can’t let go of the city and what they’re doing back on that coast. This makes grasping what I’m doing here even harder.

God and Steve

Do i dare indulge in forbidden fruit, even after it's been offered? And forget about the snake coercing me, it's the delicious, fragrant, and juicy fruit itself that has convinced me.

I will.

The devil doesn't seem like such an opposite to the deity after watching his projectors; Blakes reading of Milton.

Wait, I'll follow her down.

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Steve says "Lets fuckkkk. I wanna fuckk," after being interupted by an uncalled for call. "...I was really into what I was reading."

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So yeah, biblical allusions... They are pervasive in school, while often wearing simulacrums of nature in a romantic sense, or maybe rhetoric of heavenly design (Alexander Pope for shizzle). I was under the impression that scholastic places, nowadays at least, tried to skirt ecclesiastical subjects. Avoiding major themes in world literature is not what I'm about, so I dive in head on.

I'm down with many gods: many armed gods are handy, dope deities are definitly dope, and I'm buddies with Buddha. All humor aside, fuck it, I'm going to bed. My english class is canceled tomorrow. The God of small things must be displeased with the way my teacher praises the key names of the Enlightenment; their ability to preceive God in the perfect design of sea shells. Maybe the Romantics had it right with pastoral idylls. I'll find out when my teacher gets better, or when I become a conduit for Dios on earth.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

stove top

What I don't pay in rent, i make up for by cooking. Big pots and pans bubbling and boiling to delicious readiness. In a small kitchen, turning around manoevering the right pot to the right element, chopping peppers and adding a dash of salt, all become steps in a dance. On the patio breaking for a cigarette I keep quiet and listen to the sounds floating to me, making sure none are out of the ordinary.

When i get back in, the smells come together with tomato colours and compliment each other, to my pleasure. The clangs of lids coming on and off add another aural element to the busy scene.

What capricious effects these culinary elements have! Instead of a full appartment lingering with odors of feet, dead cigarette butts, stale beer in empty cans, we have nostrils filled with scents of joyous pastas, sauces, Mexican foods, vegetarian foods.

Mommas on the porch ringing the dinner bell, calling the boys in from the field. Time to lash the horses up to the post; time to eat.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Friday, September 14, 2007

everday is a new chance

I came out here with nothing. Sitting in the throat drying, eye-stinging confines of the Edmonton airports smokers lounge this thought hit me. I was already in a sufficient amount of emotional entanglement from tearing through Douglas Couplands Hey Nostradamus! and now I had this on the brain. My parents offered to buy me a book so I could occupy myself during the obvious airport waiting periods. I chose a Coupland book; hold on to Vancouver as long as the journey permits. I could’ve selected City of Glass and shown the people here some pretty pictures but I didn’t. I wanted street names.

You can start over. It’s going to be so good for you. I’m really jealous man. All the standard good luck salutations were thrown at me left, right, and, center from relative and friends alike. Now that I’m here I cannot help but wonder if I am living up to these bon voyage banalities. Sure the girls on my floor love me for my O.C. recitation skills and the guys from New Brunswick down the hall are eager to educate me on the merits of Chris Farely. Sure I’ve gotten laid. But am I really doing as well as I should be?

This brand of paralyzing self-doubt is covered territory. Should I have stayed in Vancouver? I had enough friends to accommodate any penchant, be it dive bars or mountain ranges. I had a solid foundation both socially and scholastically. And now I have nothing, clean slate and all.

This is not to say being foundation-less is without benefits. There are fewer commitments to other people, giving me the freedom to wander from Black Sheep viewing to volunteering at the Halifax Pop Explosion as I wish. Still, this type of freedom is a little unsettling. The onus, more than ever, is on me and I am a little frightened by it.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

people watching

From the patio I watch people. Some walk by the patio, some walk in the building. Some ride by on bikes and cars. When there is a moment of silence, I hear the fan making noises, rotating and clinking.

There isn't much silence though, as the skytrain goes by at fairly frequently; it's a good sound.
Knowing that Vancouver public transit runs around here, transit one can count on, is a change from home.

I rode my bike to school today. A new bike; I have two Apollos now. I am a collector. The roads were bumpy and Cambie was a mess. My race time was just under 40 minutes I think.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

new digs

My bed is made on the floor of a 6' by 7' room, with closet doors in a one bedroom appartment off Commercial Drive. The Drive; it's vibrant and it's constant. There are crack heads in the alley behind Grandview Bowling Lanes, and posted on a telephone pole, a notice telling the fiends,, adressing them as "zombies" that someone is watching. I like neighbourhood watch programs.

More soon, son.

Monday, September 10, 2007

First night on the town, a success? OUI!


As some of you may know, I recently relocated to Brussels, Belgium. The capital city of the european union is a city rich in history and cultural diversity, and has something for everyone. At first I didn't know anybody, so I went to the skatepark in the centrum of the city, hoping to make some friends. Im doing my thing, you know, back tail here, sw flip there, and next think you know I’m playing skate (and losing) to a local named damien, who had flawless tre flips. He found out I am english speaking, and recommends a irish bar/club named Celtica. Which is located close to the Grade Place, the center of the city. Stoked, I am for my first night out since I’ve been here, because drinking while on MSN and Facebook loses its appeal real quick, especially with the time difference. On my way out, I fail to smuggle some beers under the nose of my father, forced to ditch them I hit up the closest “night shop” which sells cheap smokes, beer, and porn. I buy 2 bacardi & colas, a tall Maes, and a tall Jupiler, which are 2 big Belgian beers, similar to our Konanee and Canadian.

As I walk through my neighborhood, Saint-Josse, sipping my drinks, I can’t help but think of the cove, and wishing some friends were with me getting darrr-unk. However, I march on. Excited to go club it. During my walk, I stop because a pair of musians are playing “here comes the sun” and then “layla”- some of my favorites. Naturally, I had to chill and have another beer with the crowd watching. I consider my self lucky to witness this out of the blue. It was a very cool, laid back atmosphere. After they finish I waste no time in continuing my trek, as excitement builds. Not having been to the center of town yet since arriving in Brussels, and having one beer left, I stop at the familiar square to soak up some more of the nightlife. I notice there is an oddly large group of people buzzing around the area, young and old alike. I have been here many times, but always in the day. Thinking nothing of it, I discard my thoughts of question. All of a sudden every light goes off in the town centrum, except one. I look around to see everyones eyes locked on the same place, very high in the center tower of the largest building, the city hall, where a perfect yellow circle is eliminated. And then a booming voice comes from the towers, speaking in french, powerful and clear, but meaning nothing to me. Amongst the excitement and confusion I regret not paying attention in Ms Goodmans class. And then as if it came from nowhere, the most vibrant colors illuminate the hundreds of life size sculptures of priests and saints that are high up on the wall. Reds, blues, greens, and purples, all in harmony with brilliant violins and tubas. This was truly a symphony of light. I sit there in awe, slightly drunk at this point, and cant help but think I struck gold on my first night out, before I even reached the bar. After It was over, I went on to Celtica, and sure it was a good time, but the spontaneity of the free music/ light-show was much more entertaining.

I realized sometimes while traveling to a set destination, one shouldn't make haste, but relax and enjoy the journey, you may find something far better along the way.

Vancouver, Halifax, and now, Europe.

Friend of HotClique, Connor Knickerbocker, has moved to Belgium. Fresh out of highschool this young go-getter is all we used to be. Time, ah, alas. He will now be throwing up posts on the 'clique.

Welcome aboard young man.

Thursday, September 6, 2007

drunk teenagers

Fate! There is such a thing. At least that’s what I thought when I read the Joel Plaskett Emergency would be helping kick off the school year with an outdoor concert on the quad. I had always half joked that “Love This Town” was my sole basis for deciding to switch schools and move to the other side of the country. But as I glanced over the orientation week schedule my semi serious quip became cemented; it seemed that Halifax and Dalhousie were really in the stars for me.

I realize that frosh week does a very formidable job of serving up as many inebriated new friendships as is possible in a few days. However in my mind the Joel Plaskett show was going to be a serious event. After all this was the epoch of my west to east coast defection. So when the only available insight within earshot was a slurred “hey Joel Plaskett, he’s kinda cute dontcha think” I was peeved. The drunken battle cry of “Dalhousie” and “SMU” only furthered my discontent. We’re here for Joel are we not?

Then I turned to my appointed ambassador of the east coast. He was happy to goad on the Dal and SMU rivalry. He was happy giving the bro who had just burped Alexander Keiths in my face some background music to dry hump the closest female in proximity to. Why wasn’t I happy?

About halfway through the Truthfully Truthfully usual suspects¬ – “Mystery and Crime”, “Extraordinary” etc – I started look past the lame crowd surfing attempts and other acts of wasted hooliganism. The inevitable segue way into “Come On Teacher” made me smile. I had stopped taking everything so seriously. From west to east I had come full circle and as I had always believed from the start, Joel Plaskett helped me get there.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

leader of the frat


School is crazy so far and I have yet to actually do or read a thing, aside from the lame student publication. I haven't even been assigned a thing and yet I'm frayed. So many clauses, signatures required, then requirements on your part, then, more policies to abide by, and not to mention fees for everything. I don't do sports and I don't know what an alma mater is, but yet i have to pay. One day in and I end up in the campus bar by 12:30 pm.

There sure are a great many clubs to join out there. These people seem to have an awful lot'a free time, and unspent money too, to join frats and buy parking passes, etc, etc, ad infinitum.

I'll get back on track in a bit, posting-wise, as I'm sure east coast Dave will.

1 2 3 GO TEAM!!!!

Sunday, September 2, 2007

digital reunion: camera returned.

I left my camera in Justin's car one stormy night in Tuscon. That was a month ago, or more. Gabe brought it back when he returned to Vancouver for this coming fall semester. The battery needed replacement, but other then that, no harm done. Here are a few shots.

Dave, stoked on being a tourist, in the gift shop/lookout at the Grand Canyon, Arizona.
Me, being an idiot, in the process of racking up a phone bill close to three hundred dollars.
Nice on the second night. Virgin River, outside of Zion Canyon, Utah.
Along comes Mary. Gabe's, Tuscon.
Lightning!
Arcade arches, downtown Tuscon.
Having a blast in the Kaibab National Forest, Arizona.
Zion Canyon.
In awe!